Ankita Gautam Child Of Lord Jesus Christ

Praise Lord!! Here I come to testify and open what Lord have Done in My life so far…

This is Ankita Gautam , Child Of Lord Jesus Christ. I am born and brought up into hindu family. As far as I remember the pastime, I used to be very religious . I was very small child when I used to participate actively in the bhandara of hindu goddess veshno and all the prayers held in temple. I used to go to temple very early morning and in evening even though I was 8 or 10 that time. No one forced me to go , it was all by me. As I grew being part of hindu family, I used to bow down to all the gods and goddess. used to bow down my head before all the living , nonliving creatureor thing for example rivers, tree, statues made of gold and silver and all other things which hindu mythology considers holy and worships. From the very small age I have seen life closely due to so many happened in my life. I used to ask hindu gods and goddess in prayers to solve the problems, and give me peace. But as written truly in bible, they have no eyes to see and no ears to hear. Being unanswered I used to life my spirit with all good quotes and testimonies of successful people in this world. I am a medical student, studying in final year of medicine in Russia. I came here because I didn’t get admission in Indian college. . Initially I had questions and shame that I didn’t get admission in India .. although I got the chance to study in Foreign country but I wanted to study in India. Well, as written Everything happens for good for those who Love God. When I came here, I had been enjoying life being junior .. free from responsibilities. But somewhere I had troubled heart because of all the problems I had faced in Life. 

I had my senior Finny Philip, who was very famous in College for His gentle Nature and Kind behavior. We were good friends, as he used to play synthesizer and I used to sing . then He started to speak about Christ and His Goodness. He used to tell me many stories from bible, for me they were interesting as stories. He used to now sing good songs which showed God’s goodness and Glory. It was all good until he didn’t tell anything about hindu God. But when he started saying that why u worship images and non living things, I started opposing him. I didn’t had a strong theological background.. so I used to say, I will ask my papa and tell you about my faith. I basically didn’t knew why I believed in the hindu gods. For me it came like inheritance. Then later when I was answerless of all his questions, Lord started to make my spirit humble that I became ready to listen God’s love and sacrifice for my life. I even didn’t realize that I was sinner. I used to worship hindu gods, no god condemned me for anything. I was happy in my being me, doing what I wanted thinking that I have full rights preserved to live how I want. 

Later My senior asked me to come to church, one day I went to church with him. And I still wonder on the testimony shared by one man there that How Lord made him free from life imprisonment. For me, first time I came to know that God is not a personality who like to do what he wants, ruling , judging people for their sins. That day God showed me that He is a mighty Father who loves us , who loves us so much that anyhow he wants us to be near to Him. I think that day first time tear rolled out of my eyes feeling God’s love for me. Than I don’t remember even How God took Control over my heart, he just took me out of all idol worshiping, made me able to see that all I worshiping was non living things made by human and I need a savior to make me free. I need God.

Lord showed me beauty of Life and His glory in everything from the very small creation like dust particle to bid mountains and unending oceans and seas. He opened my eyes to see Him , opened my ears to Hear His still small voice caring for me, saying His loving words. I became believer by His unending grace and Love. Lord enabled me to take water baptism here in Russia. I could feel his strong hand holding me to not go back in old blind religion due to Parents Fear.He gave me comfort and was my strong shield. I can still feel this strong bond of that period. 

I didn’t tell anything about my faith to my parents when I just came into Christ.He still covered me like a mother protecting her small new born.when I went to my home in vacation, I used to read bible secretly , hiding it deep in my bag. I came back from vacation telling nothing about my faith to anyone in India. I was worried, but Lord ensured me that If He has the Power to save me, He will save my family too. He loves my parents more than I do and He cares for them. Praise Lord for His amazing unending Love. God was working on My soul and Spirit making me strong day by day. He made me to meet so many believers, who prayed for me as their own child. Who cared and cried out with me together when I was in problem. Lord pours out His Love through many people and He never left me alone. its been 3 years and 3 months and 7 days coming into God’s kingdom and I never thought Lord made me to choose wrong or I am wrong somewhere or lacking something. I have been made complete in God and His rivers of love and communion flowing daily unendingly. he never gets late from helping me and never allows me to get dry from His love. And praise Lord that the day has come when I share my faith with my parents, they do not take me wrong and they even ask me to pray for certain problem in life. They are still involved in worshiping dead images, But I remember Lord’s promise for me and my family. 

Day has come when on Christmas my father took me to Christian family whom I didn’t know . he took me to the church. God bless for my father’s amazing open heart and love for me. Now my bible is not kept hidden in bags but I keep it my Parents room in front of their eyes. Praise Lord, Glory. Nothing is impossible For Him. NOTHING.

I don’t say that now I don’t have problems or troubles in my life.. but I can Say Now I have a Father who Stands like a rock between me and my problem whom no one can move. I thank Jesus For His Sacrifice , he loved me and gave His life up to last drop of blood even when I was not born and knew Him.Today Lord settled me down in His kingdom where I am free to praise Him ,to Go in His presence freely. today I refuse to sin not only beacase I am afraid of judgment on last day but because I don’t want to loose this relationship with my loving God… My unseen Heavenly strong Father. He is my Father, my savior and My Lord. I have confidence today that my Father Listens to my prayers , he sees my tears and listen to my voice even when I am unable to call Him out by my mouth.

My brothers and sisters in Christ If you feel that God has forgotten you.. say No to your Heart.. Today Give Yourself to JESUS . he will fill you with Amazing Peace and will make you Strong like Rock to Stand in Life not quitting. I live with My Jesus Daily. I am able to sleep properly In His Peace and in every situation now I know.. I am not alone and I will not die like anything because I am not evolved from monkeys ,,, I am made thoughtfully and Beautifully by My Holy Father and I am sanctified by His son’s blood . I am His Child created to Live with Him , worshiping Him forever. 

With Love and Regards.. 

Ankita. 

Born again on 24.07.2008 at Smolensk. Russia.